You aren’t here because of what you’ve done. It’s by God’s grace. It’s God’s grace that has allowed you to be who You are, to know what you know, to do what you do. There is no need to fear. Grace covers all things.. even in the lack of ability to accomplish goals, meet expectations, and even move forward in faith. God is with you and is the one who is ultimately doing everything for His glory. It is God who gives you strength and ability. It is God who works through you. It is God who changes you. It is God who teaches you. It is God who fights for you. It is God who will be with you.
True success is being recognized by God because of your faith in Jesus Christ. In Christ alone, You must place your trust.
Now… there is really nothing to lose. No matter how much you fail in this life, you still will reap eternal life. Then, what is there to fear?